Uh, so its been a while.

みなさん、こんにちは。私のブログをよんでくれてありげとう。^_^ あの。。。ひさしぶりですね。私は学校で日本語をまなんでいます。ごめんなさい、私はそのよいではない。ええと、ちょっと日本語わかります。So, I hope that my Japanese is all right grammatically speaking because if not, that would be embarrassing. I hope I said; Everybody, hello. Thanks for reading my blog. It's been a while, hasn't it? I am learning Japanese at school. I'm sorry, I'm not that good. I understand a little Japanese. Haha, yeh. I'm cool. So, I've started to realize that I graduate next year. I've kinda been thinking about my future and it's all seems ... surreal. It seems like just yesterday that I was beginning grade 7. So much has changed who I am. I actually cannot believe the changes in my life. I swear, it's like the grade 7 me doesn't exist anymore. Thank god. But I am thankful for the changes. I wouldn't be me without the concept of change. I change everything, both good and bad. I can't decide if that is a good thing though. I think it might be, because even though I change the good things in my life I would still have good things, just different ones. Like friends, as I've said in an older post, can't be the same for a number of years; unless they are friends I don't see every day. 

Don't read this. please. well, you can if you want.

So ... in come the slightly more 'depressed' person, ME.
I really don't know why I'm like this. It's worse when I'm on break, like now. no one is there to say 'hey, I'm your friend.' well, whatever. no helping this depressive state.

So, as you guys don't know, I go to JP. Honestly, it's amazing. I've gotta say. wow, actually what can i say. HM, well, ill start with my classes. okay, I'm taking band, math, science, and 日本語 aka, Japanese. Thats this semester only though. they are going amazingly well for now. so, usually, if you know me, I'm like full of energy and what not. yeah, ... I'm still like that. :P
So, also, there is a guy who is so beautiful it hurts. Too bad he doesn't know who i am. He is 6'6, which is sexy. :D My friend Brett, looks like him, he's good-looking as well. :D
but, alas, they don't like me. -.-