Uh, so its been a while.

みなさん、こんにちは。私のブログをよんでくれてありげとう。^_^ あの。。。ひさしぶりですね。私は学校で日本語をまなんでいます。ごめんなさい、私はそのよいではない。ええと、ちょっと日本語わかります。So, I hope that my Japanese is all right grammatically speaking because if not, that would be embarrassing. I hope I said; Everybody, hello. Thanks for reading my blog. It's been a while, hasn't it? I am learning Japanese at school. I'm sorry, I'm not that good. I understand a little Japanese. Haha, yeh. I'm cool. So, I've started to realize that I graduate next year. I've kinda been thinking about my future and it's all seems ... surreal. It seems like just yesterday that I was beginning grade 7. So much has changed who I am. I actually cannot believe the changes in my life. I swear, it's like the grade 7 me doesn't exist anymore. Thank god. But I am thankful for the changes. I wouldn't be me without the concept of change. I change everything, both good and bad. I can't decide if that is a good thing though. I think it might be, because even though I change the good things in my life I would still have good things, just different ones. Like friends, as I've said in an older post, can't be the same for a number of years; unless they are friends I don't see every day. 

Don't read this. please. well, you can if you want.

So ... in come the slightly more 'depressed' person, ME.
I really don't know why I'm like this. It's worse when I'm on break, like now. no one is there to say 'hey, I'm your friend.' well, whatever. no helping this depressive state.

So, as you guys don't know, I go to JP. Honestly, it's amazing. I've gotta say. wow, actually what can i say. HM, well, ill start with my classes. okay, I'm taking band, math, science, and 日本語 aka, Japanese. Thats this semester only though. they are going amazingly well for now. so, usually, if you know me, I'm like full of energy and what not. yeah, ... I'm still like that. :P
So, also, there is a guy who is so beautiful it hurts. Too bad he doesn't know who i am. He is 6'6, which is sexy. :D My friend Brett, looks like him, he's good-looking as well. :D
but, alas, they don't like me. -.-

Ye'know, I think I crave solitude. Like, honestly, i'd rather be alone then with friends. Even my family, sometimes I think "why do I live with these people, why don't I just leave." Even with my friends i'll feel like they are so boring. So ... different from me. Only when i'm reading a book, or listening to music do I feel ... happy. Honestly, I hope i get into JP. I know, this contradicts what im saying because its like Edmontons largest school but I don't wanna have to be with my "friends" who are going to shep for the rest of my schooling. I think it's not only solitude I like but when I hang out with people, they can't be with only a certian group. Otherwise I get bored. This is also why I don't think i'll ever get married. I honestly don't think I can commit to someone for the rest of my life. I have these desires to leave Edmonton and go to Italy, Japan, Ireland, Chicago, places all over the world. Ever seen Into The Wild? yeah? well, I wanna be that guy, I wanna leave everyone I know, everyone I love, and go to I place on my own. though not Alaska, I haven't chosen where yet but, I think that'll be my life goal. To leave and never come back, to go somewhere i've never been, without people.
I don't know, but, I feel sometimes that I have depression, but, it's different somehow. Like, it's reversed, like i dont want to kill my self, i want to make myself free, and live my life.
That is my ultimate goal.

ANIMOTO

So, in science we are making an animoto.
It about global warming and they are like extreamly fuun to make. :D
I finished mine :

I'm actually so proud of myself right now. :D
I hope Mrs.King gives me a good mark. :P

oldies? :)

So, I was thinking, what if like our lives were backward. Like, not that time goes backwards but like as you grow up, you become young. But you age as normal, as in you grow bigger & stonger, but your mind is backward. FOR INSTANCE: as a child I like/liked Big Comfy Couch and now that i'm older i like nature shows and intellectual shows. But in this backwards world, we like nature and intellectual shows as babies (and they comprehend them) and Big Comfy Couch as semi-adults. LIKE YE KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING? :D
Course you don't i'm CRAZZY.
But, that was my ramdom thought for today.

song: How To Save A Life - The Fray. :D

Oh, hay, HAPPY SPRING BREAK.
Although it’s like already what 2? 3 days in? :)

So like, Friday, How To Train Your Dragon came out and with my two favourite people (Sam and Jennae) and my mom. I went and saw it. Honestly it like passed my expectations, it was really good. And the dragon was like insanely cute. :D

I have a new obsession, Taiwanese dramas well, all dramas but especially Taiwanese ones. :P
Its just cause of Mike He mostly, and Rainie Yang. They are my all time favourite people. But, like I think that’s mostly what I’ll be doing on my spring break. :D Just watching dramas.
ill, keep you updated on the ones I’m gonna watch and the ones I have watched.

Song: Solo Dolo - Kid Cudi

ARRG, this draama, is so ADDICTINGGG. It's going to end this epsoide.
I only hope Tang Men give up Germany for Xiao Hua. Thay are soo cute.
But ... Jia Si Le should marry Jiang Mi. WAAH~~~
LAST EPISODE, DON'T DISSIPOINT MEE.
JiaYo. :)

song: Take Me Away by Rainie Yang